An Update on Life, You Say?

Well, lets see. Work, Friends, Life, Nieces and Nephew, Sister, Kevin.

Work has been absolute hell. Last week I worked 43 hours(most of which were last Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday). This week they cut them but I don't really feel like working at all. I'm still so exhausted.

I miss my friends. Haven't really spent as much time with them as I should. Have to greatly postpone the myrtle beach trip. I don't even know how I'm paying my bills next month. But I did get to hang with hobbit and Chrissy today. Chrissy and I watched the Half-Blood Prince cause she got sent home early and then we stayed until Hobbit got off and we ended up going to Hobbit's to watch Harry Potter and the sorcerer's stone. We got to play with Hobbit's guinea pig. It's adorable.

I've been just very stressed lately. Part of that has to do with the fact that I have no camera and thus no creative outlet for things. I've been reading a lot more recently. Which is good. Makes me feel good. I'm thinking it's definitely time for a hair cut. Mine has gotten so long it gets tangled so easily.

Nieces and Nephew. I miss those kids. Shame my mother has to take rich to court in order for us to see them, but all I can say now is that he'll rue the day he told my mother that "it's not in the best interest of the kids" to see her. Fuck Him. It's not like he's even a real dad to them, no. He pawns them off on his mother to take care of them.

Loretta. Is working for a carnival. She has gone completely AWOL. Her counselor says she's bipolar. But I've seen bipolar, lived with it. She's so far from bipolar it makes me wonder where the counselor got a degree from. When Loretta was a teen, she was diagnosed with split-personalities. Which fits her better. Either that or schizophrenia. But anyway, she's abandoned her kids and is working for a carnival. How wonderful. Not. I have a few choice words I want to say to her. Luckily, I don't have to wait long. Apparently Her carnival is doing the monmouth county fair. I am going to say what I have to say and then cut her out of my life. She is no sister of mine if she leaves her kids like that.

Kevin. Hm. Been going to a lot of aa meetings with him, though I'm not sure they've been working. He got fired from his job. I love him. Even if we've been fighting like cats and dogs recently.